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[15 Jan 2008|01:10am]
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I have so many things I would like to explain to you

[12 Jan 2008|12:36pm]
[ music | elliot smith ]

eej came up from penn. to visit christine and we went out to thai food and it was fun

he's a cool kid :)

we watched weird history channel sex shows about vibrators and disturbing mummy shows

 i went out to lunch with jes and it was fun

she told me i had a napolean complex and i believe it

she made me realize that nothings changed here, and it made me even happier things worked out the way they did

franks in california

life is good, a little complicated, but good :)

I have so many things I would like to explain to you

[11 Jan 2008|01:22pm]
it was right out of a movie

"i love you, it's always been you and it's still you, I've never stopped"

we decided to let things be until he is ready to make the changes in his life to allow him to be happy

with or without me

and i will wait for him until it doesn't feel right to wait anymore

am i ready to call him love again?


I have so many things I would like to explain to you

[10 Jan 2008|12:04am]
[ music | j grobs ]

and we're right back to where we started

the awkward "oh no this is wrong" tension

i love love love it

i can't call him love again

I have so many things I would like to explain to you

[05 Jan 2008|10:22pm]
i want to jump into your arms and kiss you hard

i want to scream and cry and hit you as hard as i can, to hurt you as much as you hurt me.

i want you to prove to me you need me

you told me you think about me every day

i've tried to replace you but you make me feel giddy and happy and silly and amazing and happy and WHOLE

don't let me go again (if it was me all along..........if not, fuck you again for fucking with me!)

cut the bullshit and give me everything
I have so many things I would like to explain to you

[05 Jan 2008|12:02pm]
you wanted no regrets, and i understand the choice you had to make, but ultimately, you knew what would make you happy and now your kicking yourself and i don't know how to feel.

i want to be strong for you but i need to be strong for myself

new years resolution:

find happiness, fuck everything else.
I have so many things I would like to explain to you

[04 Jan 2008|10:39pm]
i've never loved someone so much, so unconditionally

despite everything.

seeing him was the best/worst thing in the entire world.

he looked so fucking sad

he's still in love with me

can i allow myself that?

he cries, i cry

he looked so beautiful and so ruined




...and dan texted me something dumb.
1 // I have so many things I would like to explain to you

[01 Jan 2008|04:47pm]
[ music | radiohead ]

488 pictures----
but here are a few from my camera :)



1 // I have so many things I would like to explain to you

[01 Jan 2008|02:51pm]
 amazing amazing amazing

best new years ever :)
I have so many things I would like to explain to you

[29 Dec 2007|02:37pm]
ROAD TRIP WITH SOME SEXY BITCHES

be back the 1st

then off to westchester?

<333333333333333
I have so many things I would like to explain to you

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